Sunday, December 17, 2006

7:42 AM

right now i can't sleep since yestheday, and it's like 7.45 in the morning. i'm now very confused, confused over my future. what shall i do or be in future? i have not much plan, all i'm asking for is to be a great designer and have my own studio. even so, will i survive in such a competitive world of today? sometime i question myself should i even pursude my dreams to be a designer, or should just be like an ordinary singaporean, wake up early in the morning and go for work with a proper job, and stop fantasizing my dreams. i don't know, i really don't know. maybe i'm just lack of self confident right now, maybe i'm just being a paranoid. right now, all i'm asking for, is to get a better result and allows me to enter into my designer course in poly and pursude my dreams. and i really hope i can share my life with a girl i truely love.

but well, there is something i need to be glad about. i finally got my very first authentic Arsenal jersey. yestheday i went to Vivo City with my family, and i got my hands on an arsenal long slevees jersey at Nike: by B.I.R.D wow, it was way too cool to wear it! i felt so much energy and "arsenalistic" in me. the jersey cost $135, but lucky my mommy got a $100 nike voucher, so i just spent $35 to get the long slevees jersey. yeah, way too cool huh... =P

- sign off -
the very paranoid me

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